Today due to going to client place i didn't go to kick boxing. I think end of this week my tummy will grow bigger. (sob) i don't want but i am lazy.. how!!!!

My stupid brother really don't know how to say him. He went to NS not long ago, every night call/message my mum, said he suffered in there. NS is like that what and some more he is a guy.

No matter what, i still worry about him because i heard my father said that during his day on NS got people can't tahan and commit suicide. Hence, abit scared... Hope my brother can get through this.

cheers